dear Diary,

i left new york and i was sad

now i'm rejected and i am home

to go back there would make it worse

shall i leave what it was as a dream?

and i'm truly sad.
to be rejected from the "state of the lonely" is a very lonely thing indeed.

ahhh if only i was drunk all the time.

things seem clearer now that i am blind with boooooze.

fuck i'm a pretentious piece of scottish scum.

theend.

thunder thunder thunder thunder CATS!!!